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[enkavmatic]

Maybe I'll actually feel more free to dip my toes back into creative endeavors soon. I took a hiatus from my main twitter a few weeks ago and its honestly been fairly freeing. I've just been sitting on my teeny tiny private twitter (tho my "main" has been private for a while now too), with only 11 followers and only following less than 100 accounts and its been very nice. I don't have to trudge through as much fandom drama and can just go find what I actually want to see. It hasn't felt nearly as performative and I can just kinda relax and casually enjoy fandom again. I've been reading more fic, even.

Ive been thinking about writing fic again, maybe even attempting to draw again, but both of those things seem very daunting to try to start again. Don't know where to start- but maybe one day I'll just get a lil bug for a one shot or something and the spirit of gay anime boys will possess me to write something and actually finish it.

Maybe I'll do drabbles here or something. I don't know, but I'm going to stop trying to think too hard on it and stop immediately running from the tiny spark that simmers from the days where I was pumping out fandom shit all the time.

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[svnsettia]

i'm the same way with twitter and social medias in general. i used to be on them all day every day but now i just want to relax. i unfollowed 100+ people this week on twitter and now my feed is peaceful but dry--it's boring but i think it'll help me train myself to use my phone less. it's unfortunately very difficult to be in fandoms without any online presence so i'm trying to get back onto nice, cozy online spaces like dreamwidth!

what kind of fics do you like to read?